Wednesday, January 29, 2020

every moment...

"every moment..."
Every moment of every day
     is a struggle,
I feel only the dreadful pit
every great poet before me has ever described,

The saddest part of my life
     is that
the happiest I ever was
would be in moments I was completely alone,

I am slowly learning
     that Other people
are not worth these suicidal thoughts,
That society doesn't even really need to exist,
That people...
and me included,
should just vanish
and be excluded from fucking reality,
all together.

This experiment of emotions and joy and pain
has failed me
and I want to turn in 
my ticket and not exist.
-Armando Torres