every moment...

"every moment..."

Every moment of every day

     is a struggle,

I feel only the dreadful pit

every great poet before me has ever described,

The saddest part of my life

     is that

the happiest I ever was

would be in moments I was completely alone,

I am slowly learning

     that Other people

are not worth these suicidal thoughts,

That society doesn't even really need to exist,

That people...

and me included,

should just vanish

and be excluded from fucking reality,

all together.

This experiment of emotions and joy and pain

has failed me

and I want to turn in 

my ticket and not exist.

-Armando Torres