Tuesday, August 23, 2022

A Moment of It





"A Moment of It"
In the 
rigid rock lines
of these enormous boulders
that are vertically splitting 
the sandy layered oranges
of history
that stretch down toward
the world 
from a heavenly blue sky
holds the endless elegant worth
of what these rocks really mean.

Hues of desert blues and pulpy purples
paint a backdrop of earth 
growing
and aging
inside a time 
we will never be able to experience.

Just the faintest hints of their essence of their scale
will be felt 
and only as a moment frozen
to time;

For we are not among 
these beings
but only here to witness them
in all their grandeur.

These rocks have eroded and changed
far more and beyond anything 
we could ever parallel,

Stoney beings existing
among another river of time,
dancing and lingering
with one another,

Experiencing
the seconds of eons 
flow past them
as they continue to exist
and things seize to be,

They stay in place 
as we flicker out of existence
and they continue to play
defiant to time,

They break the sky and create
in the cracks
the scenery of centuries
only for us to ever only see
just a moment of it.
-Armando Torres

Friday, August 5, 2022

My Heart Bleeds






"My Heart Bleeds"
Seeping in 
from the edges of my perception
these dreams 
begin to tear
through my well-being,
   Ripping and shredding
      the delicate fabric
      I meticulously weaved 
to shroud me from the feelings
my heart no longer needs to feel,

These emotions bleed 
         through 
soaking the whole of the tapestry 
like blood to a towel,
         And I remain helpless;
Only able to grasp in thought 
their essence
but never really
detecting tangibly 
with any
of my other senses,

They're like ghosts existing on the periphery
of what I can comprehend 
and yet
still able to destroy 
the peace my heart seeks,

Only ever feeling them 
pour through me 
as they leave behind 
their echoes for me to reflect upon,

I stare at this tear 
sliding over the grooves 
   of my face,
wondering 
   from what ethereal plane
these elegant shimmering drips 
of sadness 
have been pulled from
to manifest 
   for the here and now,

They just delicately 
leave behind their salty stains
on my lips and cheeks,

A bittersweet taste 
to remind me
to question
if these emotions
ever existed in the first place,

Because 
these dreams are no memories
of mine 
   and yet shomehow 
   feel more real 
   than any memory 
   I have.

I wonder then,
   whose feelings 
   am I feeling 
because my heart bleeds 
out of necessity 
without ever
questioning why,
   and I feel
   everything.
-Armando Torres