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"godhead"

There are things I have lost 

that are now 

separated 

beyond time and space,

   places I can't go 

   and people I cannot see,

I am beyond reach 

as they are to me,

So I take this mixture 

I have concocted 

that allows me 

to build worlds 

inside my mind,

Where all that I lost will still 

be with me,

and it isn't so lonely 

if I just ignore 

the fact 

that it's all not real,

But it is!

It all does exist somewhere 

on some kind of plane 

in some far away place 

where the actions taken 

by the things created here 

are beyond my own influence, 

If I just don't impose my will 

onto them 

then they will act 

of their own accord,

then they are real, 

it is all real, 

I am then 

like a god 

and they are beyond my will,

They exist as their own beings 

because they will it to be

and not me,

And so, 

I am no longer lonely 

when I have all this love 

to give 

to all my children,

they are all real

and I am like a god

all born by our own 

divine will.

-Armando Torres