Saturday, February 1, 2025

Stygian Stars





"Stygian Stars"
He found himself 
in the place 
where the black stars hang, 
so far beyond 
the comprehension 
of what our minds 
can claim, 
a supreme madness 
so invariably consuming 
to the sensitive fleshy souls 
of humans 
that there is no returning 
to any part 
that was you 
that existed before
the descent into insanity,

was it Hell, 
for he did not know, 
the only thing that was certain 
was the sensation 
of his mind flaying 
under the slicing pressure 
of this place,
an insufferable pain 
gripped his sanity 
as he witnessed things 
words cannot explain,

even if he could understand 
he could never know 
what was happening, 
had he died, 
was he alive,
why was he swimming 
in the black seas of infinity,

time was fluid here, 
he could feel every moment 
of his life being 
excruciatingly stripped away, 
layer by layer, 
detail by detail, 
inch by inch, 

everything he had ever done, 
every lie he had ever said, 
every joy he ever felt, 
ripped away from him 
as each second 
felt like a thousand years,

each memory happening 
over and over until 
it was too precious 
to give up 
before being torn away 
like tufts of hair 
being torn away 
from his scalp,

And after thousands upon thousands 
of years have passed 
no part of him was human 
any longer, 
he had been stripped and flayed 
and gone through a process of transformation 
leaving him beyond 
our comprehension 
in that place where the black stars hang.
-Armando Torres

tenuous




"tenuous"
I keep dreaming an image 
of your hand clasped 
in mine, 
interlocked fingers 
with each one 
over 
the other 
slightly bent inward 
holding tightly 
each other's hands. 

I can't seem 
to get it out of my dreams, 
it's an image I know I have seen 
so many times before 
in reality, 
   but know now 
   I won't again 
   outside of my dreams.

I can still see vividly 
the textures of your skin, 
the hue and creases 
of your hand, 
your painted fingernails, 
the tiny scar you have 
on your knuckle, 
I can still even remember 
how cold your hands 
always seemed to be, 
always wanting to warm them 
with mine.

I would from time to time 
turn your hand over 
and look at the fine lines 
stretching across 
your palms 
gently sliding the tip 
of my finger 
over your heart line 
before touching 
your entire palm with mine 
and sliding my fingers in between yours
and holding your hand like 
it would be forever.
-Armando Torres